and click on "Lands of Dominic."
Oops! Last week I misdated the
reflections. I meant August 29 not September 29.
It has been a very hot summer in
Raleigh. Maybe I was hoping to rush the cool air of Autumn!
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I was struck a few years ago by a
comment made by a 25-year-old man with whom I was speaking. He described himself
as a "typical 25-year-old guy." He was a college graduate and had a decent job.
While he wasn’t going through a particular crisis, still, he talked about
negotiating life’s twists and turns–at work, with his parents and in
relationships with his friends and a woman he was dating. He ended by saying,
"I’m still young, but I have already made some bad judgments and I wish I could
go back and do a few things differently. Life can be so hard!"
And that comes from a young man who
has been on his own for only a few years! He has made some mistakes and seems to
have learned from them. He is growing in wisdom about life, what the author of
the Book of Wisdom calls, "The things on earth." Ordinary human life can be hard
to navigate; sometimes very difficult to get right. That being so in human
affairs, how can we learn and come to understand and respond to God’s ways?
A century before Christ the author of
Wisdom put it this way, "Who can know God’s counsel or who can conceive what God
intends?" We humans are weak, our vision is limited and our choices are affected
by both interior and exterior forces–conscious and unconscious.
Wisdom has always been associated with
Solomon in the Bible. He lived 10 centuries earlier, but still the Book of
Wisdom shows his influence and draws on his inspiration. When, in prayer, God
offered Solomon anything he wanted (imagine such an offer!) Solomon chose wisdom
to help him in the practicalities of everyday decision making. ("Give your
servant therefore an understanding heart to judge your people and to distinguish
right from wrong. For who is able to govern this vast people of yours?" 1 Kings
3:9) If my young friend could conclude, "Life is hard!" so early in his life and
realize the importance of good decision-making, then imagine what Solomon would
need as the God-appointed ruler of Israel – a wisdom that only God could give.
The author of Wisdom lived in a world
influenced by Greek culture, guided by the wisdom of Greek philosophers and
moralists. The Greeks loved the pursuit of knowledge and were famous for their
philosophers, libraries, artistic expression, science etc. They believed they
could strive for and obtain wisdom through their own efforts. But the author of
the Book of Wisdom and Jesus (especially in today’s gospel) conceived of an
entirely different kind of wisdom, not something achievable by mere human hard
work, but only by a gift from God. ("Or who ever knew your counsel except you
had given wisdom and sent your holy spirit from on high.")
We live in a world guided by many
secular forms of wisdom that challenge the biblical wisdom that forms the
backdrop to today’s readings. Our world is not prone to embrace the quest for
God’s ways shown in our first reading, or a willingness to make the sacrifices
("renounce all") Jesus, in today’s gospel, spells out for those wishing to be
his followers.
We are still on the road with Jesus
and his companions and, as Luke tells us, "great crowds were traveling with
Jesus." There may be a lot of people with him now at this point, but more and
more will drift away as he gets closer to Jerusalem and the seeming-collapse of
his endeavors and the crowd’s plans for glory. But Jesus is not waiting for
those final moments, when his followers will see and experience what happens to
him and what will be asked of them. On the way to Jerusalem he is making it
quite clear what is required of those who follow him. He wants us to renounce
what we think, based on the world’s wisdom, gives us life and happiness and
accept him and his way as the path to God and to our true selves.
More and more the crowds who follow
him will evaporate as Jesus nears Jerusalem. He is advising them: don’t wait
till then, or some future time to make the necessary changes required of a
disciple; make wise choices now, not based on ephemeral worldly wisdom, but on
the wisdom God is offering us. God’s wisdom is a gift, can we accept and live by
it? What would living by it look like? Jesus shows us in his actions and
teachings.
It’s clear Jesus is not proposing for
us a cozy and comfortable religion. Our lives are to be marked by the cross, he
tells us. It’s his cross of service, self giving, prophetic speech and exemplary
daily living. It’s shown in the way he lived and by the choices he made.
The two parables he gives us today
suggest we should not enter into discipleship too casually. We are not joining a
social club or a religion for the upwardly mobile. Nor does being a disciple of
Jesus happen automatically because we are born into a family that’s Christian.
All through his life Jesus made deliberate, daily decisions about how he would
respond to people’s worldly practices and the religious beliefs of his day. He
asks us to follow his example. Think it over, he tells us, before you make a
commitment to me. Then, when you do, make it a total giving of yourselves.
But at this moment of our lives who
can claim to have made such a total self-emptying gift? For the vast majority
becoming a disciple is a daily process; little by little we weigh our choices
carefully and act. What am I to do in this situation as a disciple of Jesus?
When I’m not sure how to respond to that question it’s time to do what Solomon
did and pray for wisdom. In fact, it’s probably better to be praying for wisdom
each day; life is complicated and who knows what challenge and choices I will
face this day. What constitutes life is not what I own or my standing in family
and society–it’s Jesus. So, everything has to be ordered to that reality.
At this Eucharist we could place on
the altar, in the bread and wine, our desire to have our lives conformed to that
of Jesus. Just as the bread and wine are incomplete, so are we. But the
presider, in our name, will impose hands over the gifts and over us and pray,
"Let your Spirit come upon these gifts, so that they will become for us the body
and blood of Christ." Which is what we are praying for ourselves and the
believing community; that we become like Christ and be willing and able daily to
take up our unique crosses and follow him.
Our second reading gives us a very
personal look into Paul’s life. This is the only Sunday when we get to hear a
selection from Philemon (the letter appears only once in our weekday
lectionary). It’s like going up into the attic, finding an old trunk containing
a grandparent’s letter to one of their children. It’s clear in such letters the
love and concern they had for their offspring. Paul’s brief letter to Philemon
is very much like that kind of letter. He refers to Onesimus as "my child"–a
clue to how "the old man" (as he calls himself) felt about Onesimus.
Paul’s letters were usually addressed
to communities, mostly churches he helped found. The letter to Philemon is the
only personal letter we have. He wrote it from prison around 52 C.E. Philemon
was a convert in Colossae and his slave Onesimus had run away and may have
stolen something of value from his master. Onesimus probably met Paul in Ephesus
and became a follower of Christ and grew very close to Paul, who refers to him
as "my own heart." Onesimus seems to have been very helpful to Paul in his
confinement nevertheless, Paul is sending him back to Philemon.
While Paul doesn’t give a teaching
against slavery, he appeals to Philemon to receive Onesimus back, "no longer as
a slave, but more than a slave, a brother, beloved especially to me, but even
more to you as a man and in the Lord." Paul was asking a lot of Philemon–to give
up the culturally accepted relationship of master to slave and accept Onesimus
in a new and radical relationship, as a brother in Christ. Philemon is being
asked to do what Jesus asks today of us, "to renounce all" possessions in favor
of Christ–to choose Christ over our possessions
Who can claim to be fully following
Christ? We don’t worship together today because we have finished the course and
have come to collect our gold medals–"first place disciples." Instead, here we
are, very incomplete, not yet fully accepting the implications of what it means
to be a disciple. We need the One who is Wisdom itself to be our food for the
journey. As my young friend said, and we know very well, "Life is hard." Let us
come to receive the food of wisdom so we can make wise choices as we continue
our journey home to the heavenly Jerusalem.